Heart and Mind
Am I losing my mind? I am on the brink.
Have I lost the power of reason, the sense to think?
Do I have the concern for others, I should?
Oh why can’t I feel? I wish I could.
Suck me dry,
Make me die,
Take my heart,
I won’t cry,
Life you Bitch!
Have I lost control?, Or lost my way?
Whichever way, who will pay?
For the mistakes I have made.
But who do I owe, Who do I pay?
Suck me dry,
Make me die,
Take my heart,
I won’t cry,
Life you Bitch!
Should I just sever the past and start anew,
But where would I start, as a newborn forty two?
Born to life’s gutter, is that where I belong?
Probably so, the world is for the young.
Suck me dry,
Make me die,
Take my heart,
I won’t cry,
Life you Bitch!
I have left a trail, of disasters and wrecks,
Dealt the wrong cards, chose the wrong decks.
In search of a place I can call home,
Oh God am I sentenced forever to roam?
Suck me dry,
Make me die,
Take my heart,
I won’t cry,
Life you Bitch!
Travelling again as I so often do,
Waiting at airports, joining a queue.
Chicago today, L. A. last night,
Fasted of sleep, the travellers blight.
Suck me dry,
Make me die,
Take my heart,
I won’t cry,
Life you Bitch!
I wait for tomorrow, will I find love?
After letting my heart fly on the wings of a dove.
I will face the new day as usual, alone,
Oh life wont you allow me a place to call home.
Suck me dry,
Make me die,
Take my heart,
I won’t cry,
Life you Bitch!
